
Lemurian Toons by Gail Kavanagh
The Seed Festival
I left the Vulcania with every intention of heading directly to the train station from where I was to board a train taking me on a somewhat perilous, or so I had been told, journey to the caves wherein I would meet with my Dream Master.
The irony of the timing of this venture had not escaped me. Imbolc is fast approaching, the ritual lighting of candles and fires to welcome the slowly increasing power of the Sun with its promise of good harvests in the year to come and yet here was I, not for the first time in my life it is true, going in entirely the other direction, headed inwards to the dark when all around are beginning to turn outwards to the sun and the light.
However, on my way to the station I was brushed by someone obviously well versed in the art of shadow dancing. S/he appeared as a wavering of the light, quite, quite indistinct to most eyes yet I could define a figure within swathed in rainbow silks. This person laid into my hand an invitation. It was to the Sementivae Seed Festival and although I knew the meeting with my Dream Master was somewhat overdue, I would not ignore this opportunity to plant for the future before turning inwards.
I followed the sign to the Temple which lay within a grove – a place of great natural beauty and peace.

Above the entrance to the grove:

I entered and was amazed at how the outer look of the Temple belied what lay inside it……as the inside was, in fact, open to nature. I took my place to sit quietly to meditate on the year to come and to offer up prayers of gratitude.

This place resonated deep within me, transporting me to another time. I was once again walking in meditation the spiral path of the Tor on Summer Isle. I was hearing clearly the chanting and footfall of those who accompanied me as I took the circular route to the top, whereupon we would welcome back the light and pray for fecundity in the year to come.
View from the Tor across the Summer Lands (Avalon):

I was connected to the earth beneath me, feeling my roots sinking ever deeper into her welcoming arms, the energy of the earth rising in me, awakening the snake energy which lies within us all, travelling from the base up through the spine. I am at one totally at peace, connected and energised. I am ready for the journey which lies before me.
High pitched singing brought me back to the present. Slowly I returned, my vision adjusting itself to the here and now. Stretching and looking about me I saw the masks hung to one side of the Temple. I was instructed to focus and choose one to wear for the planting. I chose a simple full-face one – the blue of which drew me to it, it being the blue of our robes on Summer Isle.

I was feeling quite wistful as I made my way down the path towards the meadow, holding the small hand-crafted pouch which contained the seeds.

On reaching the meadow I closed my eyes and let my feet guide me to the correct planting spot. On opening my eyes I saw before me a small stone circle, it looked to be a medicine wheel and I knew this was my place.

I sat in quiet contemplation for a while, offering up my prayers for the futures of us all whilst very slowly and deliberately planting the seeds.
I stayed a while breathing in the wonderful surroundings, reluctant to leave the warmth and peace of this place that reminded me so much of my ancestral home, but I knew I must.
It was time. I arose and set out for the station.
The Dream Master from Inside Out
I moved quickly into the dream. I felt the walls around me close in, it was dark, damp and smelt of pungent decaying earth. I used my hands along the walls to guide me deeper. I knew I was ascending deeper and deeper into the earth. Here I was answering the request of one of the master dreamers, I had been told it was my time to stand up and proclaim my creative right, there was no longer time for procrastination. Many lives were depending upon me and this journey within. Halting for a few minutes to steady myself and catch my breath, I repeated in my mind “I will not let fear overcome me”. I could free the intense tendrils of fear slowly beginning to creep towards me the closer I moved to my destination. I was in disguise, I needed this disguise otherwise I would be devoured by the ugly creatures, the guardians of the under world. My disguise consisted of a skin tight insect suit, which changed my appearance to one similar to a preying mantis, the ones who after mating turning around and ate their mate. Part of me liked that idea of consuming the male in his entirety, that sense of power over another, it was then that I sensed the energy of this place was beginning to have an effect on me, I needed to be on my guard at all times, thoughts were very powerful things and could change my energy completely and in doing so imprison me in this place forever. The deeper I walked the more on guard I needed to be. Focus, this was the most important task… I was here to rescue and bring to the surface the lost child within. She had been taken from me eons ago and only now did I feel I had the courage to reclaim her. This precious girl, the one who loved to dance, to sing, to paint with gay abandon and the freedom to be herself. Her smile brought happiness to all who beheld it. So sweet, so innocent and so full of trust. She trusted that one day I would come and find her and take her away from this retched place. The radiant child, buried deep in my unconscious mind waiting patiently for my return.
The stench of rotting flesh grew stronger; I could hear movement, clanging of chains and sudden cries of anguish and pain. What creatures must be imprisoned in this place, what sort of creatures would imprison them? All these questions bombarded me as I continued along the passage of fear.
I could see a glimpse of light as I moved further along; I no longer needed my hands to guide me. There was a shear drop of about 20 feet below me, looking down I could see her. My excitement grew, I had made it, well nearly, I just needed to get down to her. From above I was amazed at her brilliance, her light so strong in this dark place. The floor she was sitting on looked so cold, it was as if this place just sucked all the life out of anyone who ventured here, yet this child could hold her brilliance.
I had to be careful the guardians were all around, my disguise had kept them at by through the passage but how would I go getting down to her. I glimpsed a stairwell in the distance and decided I would continue the journey passing through the guardians with the child in focus, it worked as I approached they bowed their heads and let me through. It seemed that this insect disguise was respected down here. The insect form was regarded as higher breeding than the guards, and then I realized that the guards had been in this dark place so long they could no longer see, but they could sense strongly fear. As long as I kept fear away they would not harm e, but one thought of fear and then I would be attacked and left to die here. Fear feeds these creatures, this place was a storehouse of fear, any sign of weakness would give the cue to attack and be thrown into the pits to rot with the other vermin. I needed to focus clearly on radiance, radiance and the child within. These beings had captured this child in the hope of holding creativity from me, by doing this I would then become like all the rest of the beings down here lost and without hope. If every being in the world lost this sense it would destroy the planet by taking away hope, joy and spontaneous creativity. There would be no more laughter. I needed to bring this child to the surface, embrace her and leave the past thought system behind.
I had one more corner to maneuver around, one more obstacle and then I was through. I could now see the light glowing brighter and brighter ahead, there in the centre of the room sat the child, holding the world in her hands, protecting it from the surrounding darkness. Protecting her was a circle of flames
I was now asked the final question: Do you have the courage to stand before this radiance and pledge allegiance to life? The fear around me was mounting, it was becoming thicker and thicker the longer I stood with questions infiltrating my mind, sadness, disillusion, betrayal, guilt all stood before me. The main question that kept coming to mind was why should I be the one chosen for this quest. From within me I felt a sudden urge to move forward, dive into the depths and trust. I stood on the edge trembling was I making the right decision and then it happened, the inner push to dive in regardless of the outcome. I felt the heat of the flames engulfing me, as I took the plunge, the heat burned my flesh then it turned into a sense of icy cold, so cold my teeth began to chatter, my knees buckled from beneath me as I surrendered to this sensation, I could no longer fight. I fell hitting the floor and knocking my head on the last step. In my unconscious state I imagined the child getting up and leaning over me, as she came face to face with me she looked deep into my eyes, she was thanking me for my courage and tenacity to meet her in this place. I am eternally grateful to you for rescuing me from the shackles of the past, My hope and trust of your return was the only thing that kept me alive. She spoke with the sweetest voice, it was so melodic I seemed to be enchanted by the vibration. You no longer need your disguise, she told me. It is safe now to be seen to let yourself shine, like I have done in this dark place so long. Let us now combine our energies and become one, we can then shine outside as well as inside. As I took her hands the internal flame consumed us with colors of brilliance, the intense colors of the rainbow transcended us. Now our work together would begin, I could once again connect with wild abandon the qualities of the radiant child. I no longer needed anyone else’s approval or permission to be accepted in this world. I was enough. Innocence and joy were returned.
The child is reborn
The child is life
The child runs free
The child knows no bounds
The child expresses
The child creates
The child loves life.
The child is filled with love.













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